I really hate the feeling when everytime my husband spoke to me about his ex-wife. Well, (atleast he's been true to me) And said everything what happened to his life most of the day, whether its good or bad, it makes me feel that i am important to him even if i am very far away.
His ex-wife texted to him today, saying of how she regret and mess all things up between he and her last 2years ago and now she realized that she is losing such a wonderful family and she dumped my husband, and now she is alone and sad, but its too late because we're married already, and she is reminiscing with my husband all good things that happened to them last 5years ago and bla bla bla.....
I just wanted to ignore this things, because i know past is past and it will just give me a headache thinking this none sense thing, but i cant help my self to get jealous or i dont know (there is something here in my heart and in my mind that pushing me through negative thoughts)
This is not the first time that she texted like this to my husband. I don't mind it before because I trust my husband and I know my bounderies of being a second wife and a stepmom, but sometimes it really bothers me and sleepless, specially that I am halfway around the world and his ex-wife is just only few blocks away from my husband's house.