Fought wih the ex husband today over something stupid with the kids but he was in his "let's put her down and break her apart" mood...and I just cried and cried.

I want to get to the point where his words have no validity in my life. We were together so many years...and I still hurt when he puts me down. I am not with him...that is the reason I left him...we were a horrible match. Tried to stay for the kids...then I heard a quote..."I would rather have my kids from a broken home...than living in one..."

I talk to my love right after...he knew immediately something was up. I was hesitant to even discuss what ex had said...as there is a part of me that thinks my SO will somehow agree with him...I know stupid.

Not a good day.