Tonight I looked at my baby girl. She is 6. She looks just like her Daddy. My ex husband. She is a ball of energy yet the sweetest little thing...Tomorrow morning she is going for her special two day vacation with her Daddy (he planned this with each of our kids)...and I won't see her till Sunday night.As I looked at her...I thought about my Daniel...and how he and I will never make a child. Never have a child together...born out of so much love and intesity and passion. What would that child look like...and be like? Just a passing thought.
I see Daniel and I sitting on a huge porch when we are old...(haha we already are)...and in rocking chairs..and talking the day away...I will never get sick of that deep sexy voice...which makes my heart leap each time he says...Good Morning Princess....ahhhh I am a mushy gushy fool.
He is working his last overnight for the week. He will be done at 4 am and will call me...I will hear "Me and You" belting from my cell phone and I will half asleep/half awake answer it...my usual way....Hi Baby...
I miss him. I know I know...Lucinda you always say that....
I have never known love like this.
And it is beautiful.
I am 20 years old and my SO Scott is 22. He can't have children. [QUOTE]
Wow that's such a hard thing to conquer early on in a relationship, especially when you both are so young. I don't even know if I would be strong enough to accept that even if I did love someone very much. If it were me that was infertile, I guess that I'd look at adoption or just getting a bunch of dogs, but there would always be something missing I'm afraid.
Kudos to both of you!