For years I was told I couldn't have children..that my anorexia had robbed yet something else from me.
Ha! They were wrong. My first two came from infertility treatments...and my third was our little surprise...
Let me introduce you...
My son is Samuel....Sam. He is 13 and a brilliant child. He is entering 8th grade...he is on the football team for the first year...he is funny, quiet, and shy....
My eldest daughter is Allison. She is 11 and one of the most outgoing and confident children I know. She is tall and long legged like her Mama and just beautiful.
My baby is Madison. She is 6 and a spitfire. She says the funniest things...and loves with her entire being...
Each of them have such incredible parts of me....
They have a wonderful Daddy that I was married to for 14 years. He and I never could get the relationship to work...after many years of fighting and hatred...we decided to end it....
We share joint custody. It is hard...as I didn't have my children to end up having them half the time. I struggle with that and miss them terribly when they are gone....but when they come back home...I usually end up crying as I watch them sleep because my heart aches for them when they aren't here.
They love my SO so much and are very supportive of our upcoming marriage...they always say..."we just want mommy finally happy."
We think kids don't see things...but they do. The good and bad.
