Lately I have heard it..."Oh luce you are soo negative..so not you."
No I am sad. I am angry.
But for years...years ...years...I buried my emotions...never let them show and never dealt with them. Till now...and guess what...now I dont have a problem with expressing how I feel.
I am what I am. I feel what I feel.
Today got much better...by 12:30 I was a mess so I called my love....and as soon as he answered I was a fit of tears...I knew he was asleep (he works overnights)..and I never usually call him to interupt his sleep...but today I had to. Because I needed him. And basically when he answered...bam...I let it all out...and he listened to me cry and cry....
I'm back..he just called on his break...
smiles.So when I called him this afternoon...... I told him how I was just missing him terrible and he told me that it is all going to be ok...and so forth.
Some days are just harder than others...and today I was very overwhelmed......
Hate that feeling.
and once they're all out you can focuse on the happiness
*hugs*