You overanalyzing fool.

Karringtyn started a blog post You overanalyzing fool.
September 18, 2010, 07:47 AM
You overanalyzing fool.

Long day ahead. Yet I love waitressing. I think for me it is an escape. I can go to work...shut off the part of my brain that misses him so much and just play a role. I can serve others and make them laugh. I should have been a comedien...or at least I am told. I am very sarcastic...hahha Lately though people have been asking me..."Are you ok...you aren't yourself?"..I think my feellings have been showing on my face. I am stress-ridden and growing more and more tired of this.

Right now I second guess and over analyze freakin' everything. Not just with SO...but with anything anyone says to me. Creepss...in all honesty it is exhuasting...

Brain shut off.....and let normalcy come back.

You know the brain where I didn't care about the results of anything...where I knew I was loved and content...where did that happy little way of thinking go?

Stress sucks.
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  KyleTheMan commented
  
  September 18, 2010, 07:08 PM
  
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  Try and relax. Go have some fun doing things you love. You sound really stressed and too much stress can cause you to think in such ways. Stress is really unhealthy. If you're stressed and unhappy, so will your way of thinking. So try and schedule some time just for yourself. It sounds like you need it!
  
  Train yourself to accept facts only. That's what i do to stop myself from over-analyzing. Unless there is proof, i just dismiss these paranoia induced second-guessing as just silly thoughts. Of course, there's common sense into play as well. You cant ignore anything if you find it suspicious. Basically it boils down to pulling a string from a yarn ball to uncover whats on the end. If there isn't a string to pull, don't go looking for one! Ahh! Sorry if that's kind of confusing! I'm bad at metaphors!
  
  Basically, go have some relax time! It sounds like you need it and more than earned it!
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  Guest commented
  
  September 19, 2010, 08:21 AM
  
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  I agree with Kyle. Relax, hang out with your kids and friends.
  Try to as well talk to your SO as much as possible yet try to talk to him about different things and not always about the house and when you'll finally see ach other, it's easier and less stress on the both of you.
  I remember when I was talkin to my SO about visitin and such and the more we talked about it the more we got stressed and started missin each other.
  Try to change your adittude, look into the mirror and say "I can make things better and they will!" Try to see life a lil more positive day by day and you'll see soon it'll get better
  *hugs*
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You overanalyzing fool.