Spent the day with a great friend celebrating her son's 1st bday. I had my son and youngest daughter with me...came home had a terrible headache...a friend took the girls to her house for girls night...and all day I have been chatting with my love off and on. I will call...then we chat...a couple hours later we chat....

Finally when I get a chance to actually talk...he is EXHUASTED. So he says he will sleep for a couple of hours...then he wants me to call him so we can chat before I sleep.



I just want this over already. THE DISTANCE is killing me. The problem is...it's not suppose to have turned out this way...he felt his house would sell quick...waited to put on market so he could be there for his daughter's grauduation in June..thought house would sell and he would be here by my bday..June 29th. Didn't happen.

Blah. Felt he would be moved when school started.

Didn't happen.

Our wedding was suppose to be 10-10.

Not happening.

He is buying THIS house from my ex when he sells his house.

Then my ex will finally sign divorce papers...because this house is marital property..so either we buy it..or I let him buy me out...

It's a domino effect...and NOTHING is lining up right now...

I know no matter what he is WHAT I want.

But seriously...enough already.

Yes it is a temper tantrum.
I want what I want. NOW.