You took me from a life of disarray
To a life of calm.

Life is so different now. I use to thrive on drama. I would freak on the simplest things. MY x and I would fight over stupid crap...just to have drama. I use to pick a fight to see how much he cared by fighting back.

That was then.

Now. Now I am with the kindest, most gentlest of men. He is so laid back. So sweet and all about me.



Today I told him I hated the distance that it was getting old.

And he said..."I am fully aware of that."

and made a noise like "ugh."

and he just simply said..."it is the way it is now...won't always be like this."

In such a calm, peaceful voice.

Never have I Needed someone in my life. I need the way he is with me. I am such a better person.

I work tonight. I have three major shifts to make some major money. Money I have to make. Tonights goal? To walk with 70...

*fingers crossed*