A lot has slapped me in the face this weekend. Daniel just left and called me from the first rest stop.

I had originally taken off today because I had planned on going there this past week. So I picked up a day shift for today so that I can keep my mind busy.

I will not allow myself to sink into a deep depression this time.

Goals for this week:

Apply to grad school
Write write write
Pay for van registration
Hug and love my beautiful kids even more
Focus on the fact I have my soulmate.

Sounds good huh?

I am putting on a brave face.

My heart is breaking. I miss him. Terribly. I can taste his kiss on my lips...and smell him from his hug.