After much going back in forth with trying to find someone to cover my shift today..I finally got one approved...(don't ask...bunch of bs when you try to cover shifts...grrr)...so i have today off. A day with the little cherubs. FINALLY! Its been a long week of many work hours, no time with the kids. I did the unthinkable *gasp* and cleaned their rooms this week while they were at Dad's. I did it NOT to invade their privacy..but rather so they could actually spend a Saturday doing fun stuff with me instead of cleaning all day. I know they don't think so but I love them so very much and would do anything for them. I know I am a strict parent..but this world is crazy...and I do want to protect them from what I can.

Things with my SO.

He has absolutlely NO patience when it comes to computers. So to get him online with a messenger system...OMG I was so frustrated with him. I seriously wanted to hang up the phone. I had to spell out each and every act. I wasn't about it. He kept saying "CLICK ON WHAT?" and crap. It was one of those moments I wanted to just NOT be talking to him. In the end when I saw his face on cam it was all worth it...but for awhile...grrrrr I was not a happy camper. We got to talk 3 hours...which was nice. At the beginning though he was in a mood and I wasn't having it. Not because I couldn't handle that people get in moods...just rather i felt he was taking it out on me...and that doesn't happen often.

No idea about the holiday front. I hate NOT knowing plans. I am a planner, a worrier...and he is more...ahhh what will be will be. Another glitch in the system...

I am picky about stuff. Annoys me. But it's me.

My kids will be home in 45 minutes from their dad's house and then I have them till I go into work at 2 tomorrow....

Plans for today?
A little grocery shopping.
A little thrift store shopping.
Work on novel editing.
Watching a couple of movies with kiddos.
Try to find a webcam.

I have so much in this head of mine. So many little nuances and irritations and blah blah blah. Maybe I will do ya a favor and shhhhhh. For now.