Maybe I need to stop kidding myself. Maybe this won't ever work. His house is NOT going to sell. 3 more viewings this week alone. NO OFFERS.
Has he lowered the price? OMG YES. He is at rock bottom. As for him moving here without selling...there is ABSOLUTELY no way that can happen.
I love that man more than life. More than anything. But. His life is on pause too. Is that fair to him? He could find someone wonderful there...and he wouldn't have to uproot his life. He wouldn't have to sell. It would be a hell of a lot easier for him. I will heal.
I see others closing the distance and Yes..yes I am jealous.
I am sure someone will come along and say how easy I have it..only having 300 and some miles between us...not having to deal with immigration...and just a house selling. Don't say it. Please.
Because what it is right now...is hell for me. It may as well me 3000 miles apart.
As far as our Christmas visit...his "playing it by ear"...well...I just have a feeling it is going to be a no go.
I am sicker than a dog with a chest cold, I have no voice...and well...not sure what to think.
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Karringtyn started a blog post time to stop kidding myself.time to stop kidding myself.
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NOW YOU LISTEN HERE LADY!!!!!!!!!!! ENOUGH OF THIS BULLSHIT OF MAYBE HE WOULD BE HAPPIER WITH SOMEONE ELSE OR YOU BETTER OFF BY YOURSELF!!! TELL ME SOMETHING HOW MUCH WORSE WOULD IT FEEL IF YOU JUST ENDED IT RIGHT NOW BECAUSE ITS GETTING HARD FOR YOU??? HUH??? YOU LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH I CAN SENSE THAT AND YOU DOING THAT WOULD BE THE WORSE THING IN THE WORLD TO DO!!! IT WOULDN'T SOLVE A THING EXCEPT FOR BEING REALLY HEARTBROKEN! HE'S YOU SOULMATE AND YOU KNOW THAT DEEP DOWN IN YOUR HEART AND FOR GODS SAKE I CAN SEE IT IN BOTH OF YOUR EYES, YOU KNOW DAMN WELL LADY THAT YOU TWO ARE MEANT TO BE WITH ONE ANOTHER!! AS FAR AS HIS HOUSE GOES, IT TAKES A HELL OF ALOT RIGHT NOW JUST TO FIND A JOB IT TOOK DENISE A YEAR AND HALF TO FIND ONE BECAUSE THE ECONOMY SUCKS!!!! AND IM SURE YOU HAVE SEEN THE NEWS WHERE PEOPLE LOSE THERE HOMES BECAUSE THEY CANT PAY THERE MORGAGE, ITS GONNA TAKE A LITTLE BIT OF TIME BEFORE HE CAN SELL HIS HOUSE JUST BE PATIENT IT WILL HAPPEN!!!! THERE ARE SOLUTIONS TO EVERYTHING DO SOME RESEARCH HELL EVEN HAVE HIM DO SOME RESEARCH TO SEE IF THERES A WAY TO SELL HIS HOUSE FASTER!!! THERES A SOLUTION TO EVERY PROBLEM YOU JUST HAVE TO FIND IT!!!!! THERES ONE TO THIS ONE AS WELL SO PUT UP WITH IT FOR NOW AND GO FIND THE SOLUTION!!!! mmhmmmm
phew....remember i love you hope you understand that lol
Bunches of hugs...I can't really add more than what has already been said but you know my thoughts are always that what is meant to happen will - just usually never in the timeframe we want them!
Remember, not all of us have immediate plans to close the distance - lord knows, we can't even agree on where to close the distance to, much less when! You're allowed to be jealous - we're all only human. But you are stronger than you think and you just have to keep holding on. He loves you, he wants to spend his life with you, he's just trying to be smart about it.