I am miserable. Some moments I can hardly stand to be around me. Seriously. I am sick with a chest cold. DayQuil keeps it at bay so I can tolerate work.

Work. Ahhh restaurants...holidays. NON stop.

My body is on fire with pain.

Dan and I are not connecting right lately. Something is off and this time I know it is ME.

I have NO idea about our visit. If I bring it up...I get "we'll see." I have had about ENOUGH of WE'LL see.

I am just pissed, angry, mad, upset all rolled into one.

It's the holidays...and I have LOTS to be thankful for. I do. I am BLESSED. As compared to a year ago....oh goodness I am in so much better of a place.

But tonight...hmmmpf. I am NOT feeling much...