I want to disappear. I want the hurt to stop.
I want to not feel on edge all the time about abandonment.
I want to be enough. For Dan, for my family, for my friends.
I am not. And I can no longer try.
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Dan loves you, and you are enough for him. Do you think that he is going through this whole trial of distance jsut because he feels like it? You have to remember that boys have feelings too, and it is just as hard for them as it is for us. Making a LDR work, is testament to how much you and him care and love each other. Hang in there, you are strong!
Believe you are enough, even when you don't have the energy/strength to move on. We all get hard days/weeks/months. What separates us out is that there are few who are strong enough to hang on and come out on the other side intact. I know you can...and you know we will are be here to help out when you need that little boost.