I have had some issues with my ex so my mind has been preoccupied. Life has been very very stressful, but slowly climbing out. Kids and divorce..something I would never ever have dreamed I would put my kids through.

A lot of my pain and frustration I have taken out on my love. But he has truly shown his character and love for me. I tell him everything. I pour my heart and soul out to him. The other day I cried and cried on webcam as I read him an email I had written to him.

Long story short. Weather permitting....he will be here next Thursday...I do work that night...but he will be here when I get done...then I have two days off with him! He is not sure how long he will be staying..but anything is better than nothing.

I am over the holiday shopping season. OVER IT. Grumpy and rude customers. Low tips from people that run and run me.

I have a long night shift tonight and a long day shift tomorrow...but then tomorrow night off...can't wait!