Went shopping with the kids today and treated each of us to something we each wanted. I finally purchased some stuff for the house and I truly feel proud of me.

I bought a 42 inch plasma tv...a bluray DVD player...will move old tv to my room and bought a dvd player for my room...bought a new laptop so I can stop renting a laptop... My best friend went with us and we just had a great day. It feels good to have my taxes back and can buy a few things I normally wouldn't buy myself. This is an investment...it's for OUR house.

Have spoken to SO...we truly have come so far in our relationship. I am pulling back a little...I have had to....for my own So I am getting there...wherever "THERE" is..

I return to work tomorrow...my littlest has been so very sick and finally I can let her go to her Dad's and feel ok with letting her go...not that he wouldn't know how to take care of her...but rather for me...I love my kids and worry when they aren't in my presence...

I am exhausted. I am watching "City of Angels"....can I just say how much I LOVE this movie..and the soundtrack is the BEST!