I am no longer counting down or counting up.

I am no longer living in the "I can't wait to see you in such and such days."

I am reshifting, refocusing and making it..."I can't wait till we speak again..or I can't wait till I get to do such and such later today"

small steps..small moments...enjoying them. Life goes by too quickly. I don't want my life to be a series of countdowns anymore.

Because between the time I last saw Dan..January 1st and when I see him again...February 17th...is 7 weeks. And so much good happened in that time. Lots and lots of good. If I am constantly focusing on the time we are together again..I am forgetting to live in today.

Maybe people don't agree with me...but for me..it works.

My life is about the here and now.

I am loved and I love. I have lots and lots of good in TODAY!