Another house showing tomorrow. Rolls eyes.

One day at a time. It's what works for me.

Got my new furniture delivered yesterday...omg I LOVE IT! If you are on my facebook..I posted pictures....I lost my beautiful LR set to divorce two years ago..and I have waited and waited to feel comfortable enough financially to be able to take that step to get the set. So I played switch a roo and now I have my DR, LR, and family room all back together. It is sooo awesome looking. My plumber called earlier to be sure that the pipes were all working well in the downstairs bath..and of course they were....till...

Son went in to shower and yelled...MOM! no cold water. Called plumber...here we go.

It has been quite the adventure to be the "man/woman" of the house...I have learned independance more in the last two years...I didn't even realize that my ex and I were so into the "man/woman" roles...before we ended I had no idea about so many house things...and I have learned soo much recently. It actually feels good.

My ex is in MOODY mode and it makes life tough. The thing is I no longer have to tip toe around him..and that is very reassuring because I lived it for years and now I KNOW I made the best decision for all. Don't get me wrong...great Dad...not the one for me though. I guess I changed throughout the 16 years..I know I did. And we couldn't "grow" together.

I am in auto pilot mode when it comes to my relationship. We are ok....just really at a different point.

But.

I am focusing on one day at a time.

I have to.