We had a huge fight that actually started last night. I guess I was crabby and moody...the car accident the other day and dealing with insurance companies..and then my ex husband had to step in as we own the vehicle together...so here he is...swoops in to save the day. I work so hard at being independant..when I appear not...it drives me NUTS!!
So at the end of the day we got into a tiny tiff and he said something that I totally read into WAYYY too much. We made up before we went to bed...and he held me the entire night, but I could NOT and would NOT just sweep it under the carpet. So I woke up and showered and when he woke I told him we had to talk. It got very heated..and we both wound up crying and bawling in each others arms. It honestly could have went either way. At that point I just wanted to stop hurting.
We made up..and spent the day shopping , laughing and putting our "tiff" behind us. It was resolved and I need to leave it that way. I just really was afraid for the time of the talking through it. I can remember thinking..."Damn it Luce..let down the walls and don't be so damn stubborn."
I am NOT an easy person to live with..I know this..and I get irritated easily....but I love with my entire being.
ps yeah, get out of here!