Day 4 of visit. Guess you could say we are half way through it. We have accomplished so very much. I cleaned out the attic from years of marriage and it was very very emotional. I broke apart in the middle of it and cried and cried. We have been doing projects around the house...fixing this and that...and right now he is making dinner...I am lying on the couch.
I want to keep him here. I don't want to go back to him leaving. I am SOOO over the LDR. I really am. I want my life to set up some sort of normalcy..without the ups and downs of depression and hatred of the distance.
It hasn't been a perfect visit. My moodiness has caused a few fits of mine...he has so much patience for me. Some things he does drives me NUTS...but we just keep plodding along...I can tell him FULLY how I feel...what I am thinking and he listens and we work through it.
I am so content it is sickening.
My kids are with their Dad till Wednesday so it has been just he and I. That has been great...but I do miss my kids so very much.
So there...finally an update from yours truly............
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Lot's of hugs - I'm with you 1000% - being over the long distance...