the cloud over my head is lifting....I am feeling stronger each day. I am beginning to feel empowerment. Today is the first day in 18 months that Dan and I haven't seen each other. We spoke on the phone today a couple of times and fought and he hung up on me. He doesn't want to hear the truth or take ownership and it's ok.

I had therapy last night and I truly realize what I have done in each failed relationship.

I settled.

I settled and hoped that if I loved them enough they would change __________________________ (fill in blank).

For now I am going to work on me. Getting me back in shape...getting my beautiful smile back...and getting a hell of a good attitude towards life.

Yeah...the cloud is LIFTING!


xoxox Thank you for all being there.