Wow. I never dreamed I would be down to just a couple of days before doing another first time meeting, and yet here we are. My boyfriend will be here in 4 days. Which brings us to.................

Sex.

I have not had sex in 3.5 years. Yes I was in a sexless relationship. I thought I could do it, but with my sex drive in overdrive, let's just say it was AWFUL. He had 0% attraction to me. Yes, he said it.

Now Texas....he is VERY attracted to me, and I to him. I am ready. It's going to be crazy, wild, and amazing and I can't wait.

Am I nervous? OMG! The jitters of the meeting in the airport alone are driving me crazy.

I hired a photographer to catch all those first time meeting shots....I am very excited about that!

Just a bundle of nerves here....wanted you all to know.