SOOO much better than yesterday. I feel like it is ME now that is in control and I will continue to keep it that way. I have been through a lot in the last year and sometimes I feel very overwhelmed.

Hottie fiancé is almost done with work (he just text me) and will be heading home. I can't wait to get my hands on him.

I found my dress on ebay and I am SOOO in love with it. I hope to GOD it fits me...I have a feeling it may be a bit snug...but it will give me motivation to have more sex and work out...lol just kidding... (sort of)...I seriously though need to start eating properly.... The dress is purple and black...very elegant looking....gorgeous! We are having an evening wedding....very simple....very small guest list....no theme....

After I get the dress I will figure out what kind of shoes I will get....I want elegant.....

My ring has been the topic of many conversations lately. It is big. It is very blingy and very beautiful. I have NEVER been a flashy person......so it's funny to hear people say...."that finger better be insured..."


I LOVE my ring.

This blog is going nowhere...but I just want to write more....if you read and comment...great..