I can't be around you because you are so happy.


I have now heard that from two people.

I am SO SICK of people. Sick of the bullshit. I have three friends I can fully rely on. I am always there for everyone....always willing to help, inspire....whatever.....


My life went to HELL a year ago this time. Many of my friends bailed on me. I was picked apart, scrutinized, and downright put down for leaving my ex. For leaving a cheat, for leaving a man who was an alcoholic and verbally abused me. No one asked questions they assumed.

I am happy now and that just irritates people. That's why I don't post much anywhere. No matter what people say...they don't want to hear the happy. They want drama...they want details.

I want real friends. Honest to goodness friends that give a shit. Not ones that need me when they are down...but are selfish and egotistical.

I would have deleted facebook MONTHS ago if it wasn't for my two businesses that I manage on there.

I am in love, found my soulmate. Are things perfect? Nope. But things are peaceful. Things are calm. And things are beautiful.

Pretty sad that most people don't like that.