2014 has been a trying year.

We lost the financing to our dream home. We were pre-approved...contract on the house and bam....financing fell through. Can't get a loan for it right now.

My knee has been so bad. Like the pain is unbelievable. I have 20 days till surgery. Tomorrow I start pre-opp stuff...I am scared. I am nervous. But I am ready. For 2 and a half years..I haven't lived....since I broke my knee. I am so ready for the knee replacement and ready to LIVE again and be in less pain.

I lost my keys this morning. Had to reschedule my entire day. Hubs got home and they were in my purse...locked in my car.

Ah my car. It was hit at school today when he was picking up my daughter....and the people took off....Quite a bit of damage. We JUST got it. The person just drove off.




But at the end of the day...through all of this crap.....I have my soulmate. As he is sleeping right next to me...I smile. Life can throw a lot of crap at me...and guess what I STILL will prevail.....because I have the love of my lifetime by my side and I am happy with ME.

People irritate me. Doc said the pain is getting to me. But I am NOT tolerant like I usually am. I really want to give a lot of people a dose of reality. I have been quite outspoken lately....because I say it the way it is.....

Music has been my lifesaver lately...I pop the tunes in and crack it loud and I can shush it all out.....



Wow. What an update. Short and sweet.