Finally got to talk to Nathan. Been 2 weeks since we last had a conversation. We only talked for a hour though, if that. Left me feeling better but a bit sad? Mhmm miss him so much, want to hurry and speed up time, have 76 more days and 18 hours left to wait until hes with me. I cannot wait. Just talked slightly about what we did past week, but he was so tired, with our time dif and all, so he went to sleep. He was tired before we talked but he stayed up for me. So i need to be grateful, lately i been feeling selfish, idk whats with me. So going to have a self check, and apreciate all i get with him, i love him so very much. I wish i could share just how much but i cant, hes such a huge part of me.