Lol today was nice, i had a nice time with my aunt, and today i got to talk to my Nathan, was so nice. I love our talks and it always makes me feel happy and just makes the rest of my day better. But lol If only he knew how many times i get fixed up cause i want to go on live with him. I mean I wash up do my face get all cute make sure i look good from the neck up lol, and then he cant go on.... I get shy when we do go on so guess its good, but i want us to go on and talk and spend the day on cam so it feels like were together almost. But he can't when his family's there or if hes busy which is fine, but ehh i get all fixed up for nothing lol I really take a good 15-30 minutes getting dressed doing my hair and makeup, has happened so many times. I don't go out much, i mean since he's not here who am i trying to impress. I only dress up for partys and for him. And half the time he doesn't see lol Ah well