Lately i been struggling with the distance and not getting to talk to my Nathan, he is so understanding and supportive. Heres just a piece into our much needed conversation.I was telling him how lately i been in a funk and so depressed not being able to talk to him as often as i used to.


kiara: right now i do, cause idk, but just lately its really hard, idk why but usually i can easily get past it and idk maybe its all cause now ur comming and im nervous or idk
16:04:15 Nathan: yeah its getting closer and you wanna be closer to me and when i dont appear you feel distant to me so yeah it makes it worse
16:04:42 kiara: maybe but no matter what u have my heart
16:04:58 Nathan: and if we arent close now what we gunna be like when im there is that along the lines of what your thinking?
16:05:08 Nathan: and you have mine
16:05:22 kiara: maybe
16:05:43 kiara: but im silly and i know what we have so i just do this to myself
16:07:35 Nathan: its a worriing thing i know how it feels im not feeling it yet because i got loads of things to do and to keep my mind off it untill it gets closer
16:07:47 Nathan: love you so much chelsea you are my world my everything
(started to cry)
16:08:07 kiara: lol i cant cry dom jrs here with me so dont make me
16:08:40 Nathan: aww im sorry lol
16:08:47 kiara: maybe, cause when im out with family or doing something its easier, i have to much free time
16:09:07 kiara: just sometimes u feel so far and lol u know me i tend to over think things
16:09:52 Nathan: i know and i wanna close that distance and just be with you as much as i can
16:11:19 kiara: i do too, lol i want you to be with me too or i you, eh i am so happy we met and we got into a long distance relationship but i am so ready to end it and just be in person
16:12:16 Nathan: its very soon i promise you i will be there to have and to hold love and to cherish and be there for you no matter what
16:12:54 kiara: lol had to close the door
16:13:00 Nathan: aww
16:13:07 kiara: kay, its hard but no worries
16:13:17 Nathan: it will be worth it
16:13:21 kiara: i know that
16:13:29 kiara: your the best thing t ever happen to me
16:13:51 Nathan: we in this ride together
16:14:24 kiara: yeah we are, i mean everything ive said, truly put all my love and trust with you
16:15:13 Nathan: and i mean every word i love you so much










I LOVE YOU TOO NATHAN!!!!! <3 <3 <3