Sorry if i blog to much, since my bf is busy and can't talk to him, writing abut him is the next best thing lol
i am just so lucky to have a patient boy who loves me. I am kind of selfish, he says im not but i know i am. He is so busy with work and animation and zumba, and he barely gets time to himself, and every now and then he gets to go out or play a game or something, and i am such a selfish creature that i get sad and miss him to much if we miss just one day apart and i feel neglected and unloved lol well im doing better, im just going to support him and not complain, i love him and he deserves better love from me, no more being selfish. But i just wanted to share how sweet and understanding he is. After i complain and struggle he still is sweet to me

kiara: just dont let me put a wedge between us by complaining or being moody to much and u get tired and i push u away, just knock some sense into me lol
Nathan: you havent at all at any point so its not likely
kiara: see thats why im the lucky one, i have a patient loving boyfriend
Nathan: im the lucky one youve waited and waited and not given up

See! lol hes so sweet and okay well most of the time hes sweet sometimes hes moody or nonchalant and blah, but when i really need him to be, he is so sweet and just there for me. You can see why i love him so much, i cannot wait till june and can finally be with him!