Blegh, today was a good day, got to talk to my Nathan for a few minute, lol started crying, don't ask me why, there was no reason for it, i just started crying, i think he picked up on it or something cause he asked me if i was okay, lol weird how he does that, like he can see me or something. But i said i was fine. I don't know what came over me.
On other note, i messed up my diet.... I did good for 3 days and screwed it up today. Had two dif ice creams, and some chips and macaroni and a tv dinner all within 2 hours.... I am so trying to be good and work out but its so hard, i love to eat... I only have 2 months to tone, which is sooo hard, and i know im not over weight and im fine now an that my Nathan will love me however i look, but for me personally i want to look and feel really good, so eh starting up again tomorrow. Please let me be strong! Its hard cause you can't eat to much, but you also can't eat to little. Eat to much you don't burn enough so you gain. Eat to little your body goes into starvation mode and holds onto all the weight. So yeah working on it. Hopefully by June i'll have my bikini body. (Even tho ill never wear or put one on haha)
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