Okay im all better! Had a time to reflect on my relationship and i really am one lucky girl. Yes right now he's busy but he still lets me know he cares, and i truly appreciate that. I sometimes forget everything he has done for me and stuck in the now and wanting him at that moment. But He really is so good to me and i need to remind myself of that when i feel distant from him. I think its just since im not with him and so much is going on his life and im not there so im not really apart of his life right now so i just feel alone? idk but i am over it and happy that i have such a amazing man i can call mine.
Anyways todays been a good day, i can't dance lol Was fun though. Keeping busy and active helps a ton. Saturday is a birthday party, and magaritas! lol so going to just have fun and enjoy myself

I love my Nathan so very much, and i am happy he puts up with me and all my whinning and struggles. Distance gets to me, but i make it through the best i can. I know i'll struggle again but always will i get through it because he is worth it all and i so can't wait to be with him!