Lol kay i was not expecting to talk to my Nathan at all today or actually for the rest of the week. Anyways was talking to one of his friends then switched over back to this site and heard the alert noise when you get a message. And i looked and it shows on top Nathan's name!! Lol i instantly get butterfly's. Lol you would think after all this time being together it wouldn't hit me as hard, but it does. I get that tingly feeling, lol i so love it tho and i hold my breath for a sec and am like ahh! my Nathan!

Hes up and on and spending time and lol this is what i wanted and needed... only down side is its so late for him and he has to be up tomorrow. But just to have special moments with him, and its just me and him, he's not busy with anything else and ah i love these moments so much.