I just finished making my anniversary video for Nathan, its still 8 more days away but i made it now, been working on it for 3 days. I want to do more for him but i really don't know what, its hard being distant, i have a gift i wish i could give him that i bought him, and i wish i could just be close and loveon him ah wells. But i am going to ask to see him live on web cam, we don't often because it messes up for him, but maybe since we haven't in so long we can try, just for a half hour or so. I just love seeing him, so be nice to get fixed up and have a sorta date. 2 years it will be, gosh i think thats amazing, to be together and not have seen eachother in 2 years but to have such a deep connection. I love him dearly, sometimes i feel like we don't talk enough or im not really that intresting but somehow he loves me still and chooses me over anyone else. I can't ever imagine being without him. Can't wait for June!!! gosh so excited!!!

Anyways any anniversary ideas? I made a video, thats all i got so far, and i can't send him anything sadly. So im kinda out of ideas.