Mom spent the night last night and we spent all morning together. She talked about Nathan, and we discussed how to tell dad the news again, and just alot of the same stuff. But she asked me specifically if were staying in LB the whole time and.... i kind of lied to her...... I told her we plan to go to Disney land at some point, and so we talked of that but i didn't tell her that were only staying in LB for a week. And now im really scared that this is going to cause a rift between us. Im just nervous now, i want to be with Nathan so bad, just me and him, but im feeling guilty, and a tad bit scared of going against my parents wishes. I know i need t start living my own life. Im not even living with them, but its still hard. Thats why i so badly want to hurry and meet Nathan in person and then be able to show them how good we are together and how serious our relationship is. Anyways so today was long, and by the end of it i was a bit emotionally drained... and kinda ready for mom to leave.... sorry i know thats mean but we bump heads sometimes.
So was walking her out to the car and as i hugged her and said bye i went to get the mail. And there mixed in with the bills was a brown envelope. lol with a stamp that said royal mail. Lol omg i went from tired and drained to happy and excited lol i did open it i admit, but once i saw mickey mouse i closed it. I have to ask first to see if im allowed to read it yet. Our anniversary is in 2 days. But ah just made my day, lol so was happy and can't stop smiling. Have to put it up though or i might be tempted to go through it. Lol so tempted, but have to wait. Lol right now just am happy, love and missing my baby right now. Can't wait to end this distance and get to love on him!!