I got no sleep last night lol I always do that, whenever im excited i can't sleep. I went to bed about 11:45 pm, and did my best to fall asleep. At one point i wanted to wake up, but it was still dark out so i made myself wait, tried to sleep for another hour. Finally i got up and checked the time hoping it was later than it looked. It was 5:48am ehh. So went back in bed and tried to sleep, managed to a bit cause had the freakiest dream. Got up at 7:14 am. Got washed up, you know brushed my teeth, washed my face, put on some makeup, the works. Its now 7:53am lol still a bit early, Nathan won't expect me on till about 9 am i think. So have to kill some time. I don't really have anything special planned for today tho, other then spend time with him. I really wish i had a big surprise for him and things for him and just, but my mind ran blank all week. I had made 3 videos for him deleted all but 1. But im lucky to just get to spend part of today with him. 2 years is very early on for us. watch were going to be celebrating our 20th anniversary one day. I'll have a big surprise for him then lol

anyways hope he comes on soon. I might fall asleep if he doesn't lol