The hardest part i would say are the mornings. I keep waking hours early and have to wait to see him. Its hard cause i miss him, but then i try to push him out of my mind till its time. I don't want to seem clingy or needy. Is it okay to miss him when we've only been apart hours and i will be seeing him soon?

So far so good with my family. My dad was civil and i think its going well. Although for us it was hard, couldn't have any physical contact while around them. But we managed to sneak in a bit of hand holding and a few kisses. Lol how i crave his kisses. He says im not to much so thats good, cause im always wanting to hold his hand or hug him or kiss or be kissed. But then again i did tell him this through the months before he was here that i was going to be all over him.

Today were spending the whole morning just me and him! How im excited! Going to show him my old house, hang at the park and take ons of pics of him lol I want to hurry and speed these next 2 hours up and see him already!!