Blegh its 8pm and its a full day without seeing him. And it sucks so much! I don' like this at all, i don't want to do it anymore.... Course i have to, but i wish i could just go up and see him right now. Its only been a day though but i miss him so dang much, am i being to clingy? Alll this silly worries are back about how im supposed to react and be are on my mind. I want to be with him, but also i want to give him space, cause hes just gotten home with his family again after a month and a half. So ehh going to try to leave him alone all tomorrow and not leave to many messages. Im glad i have plans and things to do. Today i worked on my Disney album, and Nathans birthday presant. So that was nice going through all the memories, but it was a bit sad too... Its so hard i didnt know it would be this hard..... I dont want to cry though. Am i being crazy?