So we were talking today, alot about whenhe can come back. He wasn't sure when, because he knows that hes only allowed to visit 90 days at a time. And it says he can come back again and again within 2 years. But he doesn't know how long he has to wait between times? This is from the UK to the US. ESTA - How long application is valid and length of time allowed in U.S. So trying to figure that out.

And then today he told me his mom said that when his Grandparents move out I can move in. This is extremely tempting, Because it would mean no more distance for awhile. If i were able to go there and then while there visiting apply for a proper visa, and from there plan out, it could possibly mean no more goodbyes. Of course theres alot of factors to consider in this, money, family, visit time, just alot. But its defiantly something to think about. To be honest i miss him so much i wish i could go right now. I know i'd miss my family but i think i can handle moving away if it meant starting a life with Nathan. And if he were to help me go to school, and if i also got a job there so i wasn't being a burden, I would go in a heart beat. But still this is scary at the same time. Idk just have to think. I really really he can come visit me one more time before i go there to visit him. It would make things easier with my parents.
Even if its not till the summer, and he comes then I go back with him. (which seems like the smartest way to do it, if hes going to come here anyways) Just alot to consider. I miss him so much though, the distance is hard. He couldn't have said it any better "Nathan i know thats why i dont want to keep saying goodbye i only want it to be goodnight" I want this so bad.