Last night me and Nathan had a huge talk. He was up till 8am his time didn't get any sleep. And the topics were hard but im glad we talked about them all. My nana is old school and she's been hurt and she gave me some advice that had really scared and upset me, and i was feeling hurt and scared and just worried so i came on to write my Nathan and he was on. He reasurred me and gave me the comfort I needed. And then I opened up and just let out all my worries and issues and he answered everything. And in the end it was a really good talk because now theres nothing in our relationship thats causing any worries. Its just the distance now. And its really hard for both of us. But i think this is just going to prove to him and me how much we want each other. So it will be okay. But i do miss him so much. At the moment uploading pics to get printed out. Go pick them up saturday of all the ones of me and my Nathan. So its nice looking through memories.
Cant wait to be with him again! http://i56.tinypic.com/212etzs.jpg