There are times when i really really hate the distance. Times like these, when i feel like im missing something. And I don't know if my feelings are right, or if im just being paranoid or worrying over nothing. He says he's fine, but i don't know... I know he has a lot of stress on him. And he isn't good at verbalizing how he's feeling sometimes. Today has been slow, but started out positive, and now i feel worried. And over what I don't know. I hope he has happier days. And I hope i can provide for him better emotionally, i feel like with the distance i can't pick up on things like i should. And I worry if im there for him the way he needs...
Going to keep busy. I just ate enough fr two.... but ah well it was good. Going to wrap gifts, and chill. And hope tomorrow is a better day. Want this week to just hurry up.
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kiara_silver started a blog post Hating the distanceHating the distance
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#1loveknowsnodistance27 commentedEditing a commentI know that feeling too well. Sometimes my SO gets a little quiet or starts one-wording his texts. I ask him if he's okay and he says he's fine, just tired or busy with schoolwork. I still have trouble easing my mind when we're apart and he does that. I worry that it's something I did. I feel helpless, like he's there and I'm here but he needs me and I can't be there for him. It hurts. *hugs*
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#2kiara_silver commentedEditing a commentExactly! He has quick replies, and i asked him a few time if something's wrong, and he says no, or if he's okay and i just get fine. And so I want to believe all is well, and it's probably nothing, just stress but when im all the way over here and i can't see i can't be sure and it makes me feel helpless.
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