well Christmas is coming to an end, I plan to enjoy me a nice big slice of pie and play just dance tonight.
Today was so nice, and Nathan spent a good part of it with me, I got so much from him today, he's my amazingly loving man, mhmm and all mine. Just 3 months until I get to see him! It's getting closer.
I decided not to wait until the new year and start working out and eating healthy tomorrow, since it's monday... I couldn't help it.. I weighed myself... And it's not good lol but it's Christmas so i am going to have that piece of pie and worry about it tomorrow. Nathan says don't worry about it, just be me, but the don't worry about it girl is 40 pounds heavier. I been her before. So have 3 months to lose the holiday weight and maintain. Im not expecting to look great but at least the same when he last saw me. So tomorrow is light eating and hour cardio woo! I just want to feel confident in my jeans, and be ready when he's here to not feel self concious.

Got a lot this year, and I can go get my passport sometime next week. So on my way to see my Nathan, nothings official yet. He says it's fr sure, but until the ticket is booked, im not going to get over excited yet. But 3 months until I see him!!! So excited for this, it's getting closer. This is what we needed too, this excitement and just, something positive. We had a rough patch with the distance, it was hard, still is, but at least were getting through it.

Well I hope everyone had a very merry Christmas!