A few minutes ago the house was full. The loudness of my family, them rushing to get ready. I was just slicing and dicing, sort of spacing out in my own little world, when I just realized it's quite. And im completly home alone! I didn't even notice them all leave. They'll be back soon I believe, so taking this moment alone to write. So far my visit is going well, today's day one though. Yesterday was fun, I went to youth, and it was something I needed. Just going and singing I worship songs, (have you heard that cd?) And saying a prayer for whats going on in our life, basically just giving all my struggles to the Lord, I feel refreshed. I also said a little prayer for Nathan, that he gets his work done and in time, and that he gets the interview with Pixar!
Im actually tempted to go write him..... but I m not sure how long im home alone, and with dad... I don't want to chance it plus im trying to let my baby work without me writing him over 20 messages a week lol no im not exagerating I write anywhere from 1-5 messages a day.... yeah I can be a bit to much. But he wrote me on FB! lol I didn't know until mom said something, she goes did you see what he wrote? I of course couldn't help it... I risked it and snuck on lol

As far as my dad, it's been good, first night he didn't talk to me at all, and then today he did small chit chat, and then at the table when all of us were working on random things (me and my brother making pizza, sis and dad with clay, mom and brother with art) My dad turned and just said up front he's not going to talk or bring up my love life, and he doesn't want it to be awkward. And that mom told him that i want to just have a nice time here, and that he's straight up and says it like it is but he wont bring up any of my plans, or Nathan or my relationship. so thats good, hopefully he sticks to this.

Well I have to go now finish cooking, just a little update!