So i been here 5, 6 days? And it hasn't been bad in the way I was fearing. No cussing or yelling, and moms been nice, dads been calm. All has been going well. But my sister.... Im really going to go off on her one day, her comments and remarks. Not actually going and saying it bluntly, but implying that im cheap and dirty. That I sleep around to easy or something? Like examples, she compared me to a tv character who is literally sleeping with a new person every night. Ive only have and will be with my Nathan. And then recently just a little while ago talking about her friend who has a new bf, I guess she's had 3 in the past month and falls in love to fast, my sis goes "shes worse then you" So what is she implying? I been with my Nathan for nearly 3 years. And yes I know that if they don't accept it now they never will, so im trying not to let it bug me. But then she's attacking me personally, just now she went to say how ill never have a flat stomach, she goes oh you did your bmi, your at a healthy weight so its just skin and your stuck with it, and i tell her im not to bad and can work and tighten and she goes how long would it take you to get a flat stomach then. Just getting on my nerves. Its been little things like this constant since i been here. Ehh okay not going to let her get to me.

Today was nice, I got to see my Nathan on cam! Omg made my day, lol he surprised me! Showed me what he bought, he said just for me, and now I so cant wait to see him in person. Hes so dang good looking it's not even funny. And all mine lol
But i'm glad we got today, yes i know tuesdays our day, and he's said he'll be on tuesdays, but when its busy or he has work or like now with me here, i wonder if he'll cancel. But nope, and it was nice chatting. I showed him what I made with clay. Its a little bowl, and i wrote our initials on it. Im going to paint it after it gets done out of the kiln i think ill add it to his birthday gift. Going to do a whole gift set lol Need to just get two more things and it will be perfect!

Anyways going to go to zumba again, wasn't going to cause im achy, been to the gym nearly every day, but mom says its a new teacher , so going to try it out. This will be my 3rd new instructor if its dif, lol i wanna try as many different instructors so then when Nathan teaches i can compare lol Or maybe be a bit better? Cause i really dont have fluid movement yet... but its still fun.

Well im off, going to get ready, then come home to make shepherds pie. yum <3