So in just one month my Nathan will be here! I truly cannot wait! I want to hibernate and wake up that day. It's sure to be a fun eventful day, lots of family over, but im hoping we'll manage to get a little time to ourselves, the whole overwhelmed feeling of he's here. And i can see you and your with me. I know im going to need a moment to myself with him. Just to breath, hug him and remember what its like. It's not that i forgot, but it feels more like a dream now. Like a really good dream when he was here, but i need to remember its all real.
Lately reading all these break up stories and troubles on here. It's been getting to me just a little bit... The being blind sided, not getting on the plane, trouble after 2 years, the break ups. All just freaking me out a tad. I know I have nothing to worry about, me and Nathan are strong, and arn't going anywhere. But the stories are still scary. It's just with the distance being so far apart. And then recently, i been trying to get it out of my mind, but suddenly im so curious and wondering about him and little things. Things that arn't effecting our relationship and causing harm but i dwell and wonder and gah i drive myself insane! It doesn't matter who he talks to, he's mine, thats all that matters. I do blame pms lol cause its barely been in my head after i started my thing. I tend to have most of my freak outs during these time of the months. So im dropping it. Almost vented it out today but it would have been pointless and unnessisary. I don't get why i always do this? Let these wonders sit in my head.
On other news everything getting so close, ill be there in 2 and a half months, he'll be here in 1! just crazy crazy crazy. Im more excited then nervous. But yeah can't lie im nervous haha mostly just about the travel part. Few other things but mostly just the travel. I just want to see and be with him!! So close, so soon, really need this. And then getting to see his side, the world hes grown up in just ahh okay sorry repeating myself now. I'll end this here.... lol
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I'm so excited for youu!! And I agree with Moon, you have a lot to do!
Everything will be perfect!!
Hopefully for you, this month will be over soon ^^