What did i do to deserve him? He's just so amazing and sweet to me, and i at times wonder if i even deserve him, hes just so good to me. Today has been an amazingly sweet day with my baby. He called me this morning at 10:45am. His calls still surprise me, and hearing his voice just ah! So this alone made my day, but it didn't stop here. Then came online and he sent me a video chat, So i get to see him. And he was on and talking so hearing his voice. More then I could ask for. Because we talk and skype often, but don't always video chat so this just makes my day. Even if im not talkative and have nothing to say I love seeing him. And then! He was being so silly. So cute, and just singing and funny, i even recorded him so i can see later lol But just adorable. He's been so sweet and lovig and adorable today. Not that he isn't every day but today he really was just sweet and attentive and just. Was a really great day.

But! There's still more. So at one point im online reading up something and he asks me if i checked the mail. I didn't think nothing of it but then he ask again right after have you checked it. So now im suspicious lol im thinking somethings coming and here's what he said.
[2:59:09 PM] My Nathan: lol
[3:07:13 PM] My Nathan: why dont you check
[3:07:40 PM] My Nathan: for mail
[3:07:50 PM] chelsea aragon: fine brb
[3:08:40 PM] My Nathan: suprise
[3:09:00 PM] My Nathan: nothing
[3:09:12 PM] My Nathan: its just to see if you did it
[3:09:31 PM] My Nathan: yeah i do that lol
[3:09:39 PM] My Nathan: nothing

The mail hadn't come, so now im excpecting something. But its not our anniversary or anything, and valentines past, so i wasn't acpecting anything big. So im thinking maybe he wrote me a letter while in class and had sent it or idk i really didn't have any clue or ideas.

So no mail yet, he goes to wash up and i have to clean the house. We said we'll be back on when done. I make a phone call, and while im on the phone the door knocks. Im thinking its my mom since she's visiting today. But no!! Omg hand delivered, there was this girl with a big vase of beautiful roses, red, white and orange. Omg so beautiful. On the phone I was like omg! My aunt asking me what? I was like omg! Nathan sent me flowers!! omg! The lady asked me if it was my birthday, and i said no, and she asks why he sent them. And I was like idk lol then she goes just because he loves you. Omg i was just surprised! I went online and wrote, but he wasn't back yet. Called my nana to tell her. Was just so sweet. He then came on, and we talked. He told me just because he loves me and wanted to make today special. Which it was from him calling me and me getting to talk to him today. But omg. It came with a card too, him telling me he loves me always and forever. Was just so romantic and sweet of him. Maybe I should have suspected something. Today when he was on the phone he would mute it so i couldn't hear. Which thinking about it now is suspicious and out of character for him, when hes on camera if he goes on the phone he just talks. But I didn't put it together, lol i didn't think anything of it. But he told me after thats what he was doing. Just out of the blue today he orders me flowers just omg!

Was just an amazing day today and all that runs through my mind is how he has always been this way. From day one he has always treated me so good and on top of that then spoil me. He makes me feel so special and so loved and ah i hate waiting!!! I wish it was the 31st now I want to hold him so badly and hug and kiss him and tell him in person how much i love him. But wow im such a lucky girl. I remind myself daily, that I have someone so amazing who i never ever want to forget how good he is to me. That he deserves so much, and the best of me always. But omg!!! Such a amazing day!

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