Staying up till 3am!

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April 23, 2012, 11:04 PM
Staying up till 3am!

So a moment to myself, thought I would blog. My sisters getting supplies for us, were going to try to spend the whole night staying up. Just going to draw and watch movies. We'll see who can out last who.

Things are so good again between me and my nathan. Well as good as we can get from a distance. Im just happy, I hate when I upset him, or just, no drama is nice. I am so happy its only 3 weeks. Still a ways but its only 3 weeks, I can handle less then a month wait. He sent me a message lol my silly boy. I want to go home now haha.
My visit here is going well so far. Although my brother is getting on my nerves, but thats his job huh?
As far as my parents, there not hassling me or making it hard. But asking questions. One which mom asked that im avoiding right now is am i going back. She just said after this visit she doesnt want me to go again, saying 5 months is a lot. I simply replied, right now im just looking forward to going in 3 weeks, im not thinking about afterwards. (Which okay is a bit of a lie... but i don't want to upset her right now) She then said we'll talk more. But that was last night, so im expecting to have a long talk with her soon. She mentioned me and her going out of town sometime this week, so i think thats when. And then my dad... ehh questions questions questions. Lol why didn't he ask any of these when Nahan was here? He said he wants to talk to me first, but ehh... Questions like what will I do if this happens, or whats the plan if this happens. Then saying how am I coming back? Im not going to want to come back, and just... But its tolerable, I don't feel attacked. Or maybe im just stronger and so they don't feel they can attack me? Idk. But over all im excited I want to speed up time so badly.

Im nervous about meeting his family. After last talking to his mom, she mentioned that I should tell my parents my plans, and spoke about how she was hurt about past stuff. And so I wonder if me not telling mine about the culinary and keeping them fully involved if this upsets her. Or if im making a bad impression... Its hard to tell my parents everything at once. I have to take my time. I always include and involve them in everything. I just do it at my pace. Just complicated.

Anyways sis is back down, got to go. If we finish tonight i'll post pictures!
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  squeeker commented
  
  April 24, 2012, 12:52 AM
  
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  Aw sounds fun! I think you're doing good, go at your own pace is best, you know your parents the best. As long as you tell them before it happens I think you're okay. Like I don't go and tell my parents everything about how I already know I want to marry Chris and live with him, and how I might end up spending a few years over there before we settle in Canada.. though I have told them that Chris wants to eventually settle in Canada because it sort of settles their nerves especially since they haven't met him in person yet. Also it's not like you can stay much longer than 5 months because of immigration rules so you have to come back and plans can always change, maybe slightly, maybe majorly, maybe not at all, but they do.. Chris and my plans for our future have changed a lot.. it's tough when you don't have money though.. which doesn't seem to be a problem for you guys which makes me a bit jealous at times but then I remember how amazing my Chris is and I settle back down and remember all of our LDRs are hard and it doesn't make sense to be jealous lol. I have no reason to be.. not even when you only have 3 weeks left and I have a little over 7.. it doesn't matter! haha but anyways I'm just glad you two are okay and I hope you have a great time with your family and that time goes by quickly for you (on the brightside.. in 3 weeks it will be basically one month til I see him so it's not so bad lol) anyways I hope you have a great night
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  kiara_silver commented
  
  April 24, 2012, 02:55 AM
  
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  Yeah I tell them before hand, but i know telling them all my plans and how far me and nathan are in our relationship, they will start to panic a bit. I need to give them piece by piece. Telling them about this trip was so hard. Them not talking to me for days and just... so yeah little by little.
  And no don't compare! Theres always others with different situations. But i do it too lol like those who are in the same state or even country! Im a bit envious. But yes 7 weeks isn't so bad, keep busy! Time will fly, and then once your in that one month, its planning and getting excited.
  
  1am, were making mini meatloaves lol im so not gonna care anymore bout my figure XD its junk food time!
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