Ahhhhh!!! I leave today!! Im excited! And surprised I got a goodnight sleep. Slept the whole night through, woke up at 6am though. So I have a couple hours to kill before I get picked up. But less than 24 hours I will be over there to see my baby! It's exciting and nerve wrecking. Im at this point getting better with flying alone. I will be fine, I think I can handle it all. Getting there, checking in getting on the plane, all that jazz. My biggest worry now is just once I land, all the customs and questions. Is there a possibility I won't get in? Thats scary!
But Nathan and his mom, and maybe brother, will be there when I get out. So I have to keep calm and keep that in mind, that my babys on the other side waiting for me. Im excited!! Seeing him soon!

Im all paranoid though, i've weighed all my bags, but im like what if its to heavy, or over packed, what if my luggage gets lost. What if I miss my plane, what if what if what if. But its finally officially here. Waiting months, and todays the day! Im surprisingly calm though even with all thats on my mind. I had butterflys Nathans first visit here, was crazy full of butterflys. And this time im the one flying! But maybe because I know im flying to see him, and since we been together now, its made me strong. I miss him so much though, so glad I finally will see him.

And so! I will have to call my mom as soon as I land, so as I type this, Nathan went to buy me a sims card. See these are things I hope my parents see, how much he loves and takes care of me. He on his own went and bought me a phone for over there. So I can have contact with everyone. Course i'll be using skype and FB for most of my communication, but now i'll have a phone that works there for emergency if im out and about. (My phone now wont work in the UK) Woke up this morning and caught him on before he left. Mhmm happy cause he's just as excited as i am! Or almost as excited lol I think i am a bit more. but its pretty even.

And full week ahead. Have classes of his, his Zumba on thursday and Friday. And! His mom invited me to a girls night with her on Friday. Which im a bit nervous for.... lol Just cause it's his mom, and I havent met her yet, and I really hope she likes me, because im now living with all them for the next 5 months. So i wonder how everythign will go. I need to learn to speak up and be friendly and talkative. Im so awkward and quiet. And I have no idea how I got my Nathan, lol very lucky girl that he loves me and likes being with me. But ahhhhh!!! Less than 24 hours!!!!!!! Im sooo excited!!! Be in his arms soon!