Ahh! There really are no words to descib how i feel or how being engaged to the man of my dreams, my sweet amazing wonderful Nathan. Oh okay lets see if I can type this out. He originally wanted to ask me on our3 anniversary. He had showed me a journal he wrote for me, started back in november about how he picked out the ring and when I mentioned floating lanterns, on our anniversary at the beach he planned to ask me then. Been planning this for 7 months now, how he wants to propose. But then last night we were together just me and him, it was night and so was dim but the starts and some of the lights made it just light enough. We were under the gazebo and yes lol he got down on one knee. I wont give all the details of how and where, but oh. We were just together then things got serious. Looking in each others eyes and leaned in for one slow kiss then to stop and look at eachother then another soft hot kiss, just the feeling of me and him no one else in the whole world, it was so intense, and intimate, and was only a kiss then pause. Then he stopped and grabbed my hands. I wasn't fully sure if he was going to ask, I thought theres a possibility he might be telling me how much he loves me and was going to say he wants to propose to me, but not actually propose. And as he was speaking all I was trying to do is breath, i kept saying slow steady breaths. He was on one knee then. And ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!


cant write right now going off to be with my fiance! Ah! my fiance! The ring is beautiful, and when we went out this morning how its just sparkles in the sun, I mean its breath taking, the pictures dont do it justice, its beautiful.

Will be telling his parents today and then mine on our anniversary so a week from now. But omg!!!! Im engaged!!!!!


(oh and if your a FB friend please dont post anything about this on face book please, it hasnt been announced to everyone yet)