I probably should have blogged yesterday with it all fresh but I couldn't be bothered haha. Yesterday was quite a night! I had volunteered to make dinner and wanted to make lasagna. Its a bit sad but the one thing im homesick over is food. Its different here and I miss my comfort foods back home. I do miss family yeah but im craving my food only XD (im horrible :P) Well dinner (or tea) did not go well. First off everything was diffrent, the pasta wasnt the same i use, they dont even have the cheese i use here, the mince isnt like the ground beef at home and they didnt have ragu... lol Well it went horrible, the pasta was all sticking together, there were onion bits in this pasta sauce just i was all screwing up and i had a mini melt down.
I had to have Nathan come take over cooking while i hid in the room so i wouldnt cry. Back home one thing i love to do even though im not good at it is cook. I do all the dinners and meals back home. And when I was little my mom rarely cooked and my dad was at work so ive always been the cook. Its my comfort, and i can't do it here yet. I havent fully adjusted to the diffrences. Like one, no mexican food!!! Im serious, i cannot find corn tortillas anywhere, im having mom send me some lol There is no real mexican products here so that means i cant make any. And theres just a lot of differences. So I had my mini melt down, i miss home cry cry cry. Had a whole, I dont want to go to culinary here, how do i expect to be a chef when I can't even adapt and make a lasagna, ect ect. But im better, and calm and the dish still tasted good, thanks to my babes help. And I still want to go to culinary, it's more reason to go, so I can learn and be versitle.

So after dinner im in our room with Nathan when his mom comes in and asks me, Do I want to see her wedding dress! Ah! (Recently me and Nathan ordered a wedding planner on amazon, which I showed his mom and led to stories of her wedding and vow renewal) She hand sewed and made her dress herself. The sewing is great, it looks store bought, and i seriously will think about asking her to make my dress.But her actual dress isn't my taste, lol its peach but it looks pink. Its different and thats what she wanted, but me i want the traditional white or ivory. But her showing me her dress and the gloves thats over 100 years old thats been passed down. I feel like ill fit in and really be apart of this family, my new family.
Sooooooooo as she was showing me this we hear Nathan saying "mum mum mum mum mum" lol he comes upstairs super fast into the room and goes "The lawn mower is on fire!" and then runs back down stairs. haha omg we were like what?! coming down, and then when me and his brother go out to see it the fires gone but its smoking, so we go back, but then after 5 minutes Nathan and his mom come in and say its on fire again. This time we all see it, actual flames! So quickly the boys run to go get bags of sand, and practically burried the thing. And the fire was put out

Was just a crazy day, good overall, and update, i leave to Paris this Monday! Going to Disney!! woo! And to see Paris, how amazing I get to and with my fiance! Less than a week to go. And then when we come back i believe its a festival, and then the very next day after that is mine and Nathans engament pictures. Oh and idk if you can see but heres links to 3 of the pictures Nathans brother took of us, and behind is just the natural beauty here in Scotland