So its after 2am and I am still up. I don't know where my sleep has gone. Although last night I slept really good. Still up at odd hours. Today I was going through all my videos, from recent to couple years ago. And just going through my memories. I love having my videos. Just to go back and then reminisce about it all. Im a lucky girl, I have a special man who is committed to me and only me

So I may be going to the snow! Possible before Christmas, I haven't officially decided to go but im leaning towards it. I do love the snow, and it doesn't snow here. So getting a chance to sounds like fun, just need to hammer out the details. I spoke to mom and let her know I plan to stay home for christmas rather then go there. And so were talking about them coming down this way. If we go t the snow we'll be back before Christmas eve. So be totally in the spirit, sledding, snowmen, hot cocoa then Christmas eve, and then Christmas! woo. But yeah I plan to spend Christmas day with my Nathan, so if they can't bring me back home then i'll cancel the snow trip. The plans me and Nathan made beats anything else. We came up with it weeks ago. I so love Christmas!

Anyways heres a video.. its mushy... my first visit to go see him.




Missing him like mad. He drives me nuts. Insane at time. But I love him so much!