Holiday time, Christmas eve is tomorrow. How fast this month has went! And i've never been more happier to see December ending :P

Another rant, vent blog.... But I want to write it and let it go. I feel I've grown a lot. Im stronger, and I can not dwell on things as bad as before.

The past two days I was visiting with my parents and siblings. It was a early little christmas, since they won't be down for the actual day. Me and my grandma left early and got there to set up. While she decorated I cooked. Made two whole lasagne's and a batch of garlic bread. When they got there turns out they already ate.... but lasagne good even the next day so it wouldn't go to waste. Had game night, opened presents, all that jazz. That night my sisters and I stayed up and finished off season 1 of American horror story... its really twisted, im not exactly sure why we even watched it, but its creepy. Not for little kids that's for sure. So the first day was really nice. The 2nd day was....ok
I woke up surprised at a normal time, since we stayed up till 4am I thought I would have slept in till 12, but was up at a nice time.

But im venting it out, going to enjoy Christmas. I miss my babe, I really just want that cuddle. His words help me through days like these. When he tells me how important i am to him, and how we'll be starting a life together, that were one. If he could feel the emotions I feel when he tells me these things, I wish he could, yes he knows how much it means to me, but if he could feel how much. Sometimes you need that. even though you know, and they don't have to prove themselves to you. Its still nice to hear those words. Just a hey i want to remind you that I love you and im crazy about you. lol its nice.
Anyways ending my rant now. Going to scrapbook some more then get some sleep, busy day tomorrow. Happy holidays everyone!